Mornings

I felt your love

As soon as I opened my eyes

For a micro second you were beside me

Reality hits like a slap

But glancing at your picture on my wall

I wonder if after all you

Were thinking of me with love

Do I come into your mind?

Do you wish I was there?

I enjoy the morning silence

The absolute quiet

Knowing that I am alone and free

The relief of only having to be me

I come downstairs

Not having to be quiet

My rituals and routines I can practice

Without judgement or comment

Or intrusion

And I decide I like me

I think